We are at peace at last though our minds still question.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Monday, March 12, 2012
love?
I think the word is used a bit too loosely. A lot of us say we love our friends, but what is a friend? Thats a story for another time. Love is a very powerful, and tricky emotion. It can lead a person to self-destruction, and can lead to hate.
Even though its crucial to watch who you fall in love with, it can be quite hard. Many of us are too careful, holding back from everyone, especially if you have been hurt by a loved one before.
Being hurt by a loved one has personally caused me to to hate them. Love and hate can go so closely together at times. I hate her because of the way she made me feel. No one likes to look like a fool. Even if they know that they aren't. This particular person had me do everything for her. I wanted to since i loved her. In the end i realized that i was used.
Being betrayed by someone you love can destroy you. Its up to that person to forgive, or let go, even if they don't fotgive that person. We can't say that we will never fall in love again, because sometimes it just happens. I've gotten ysed to being alone though it hurts at times. But in the end we all have to realize that bad things happen, and that we must be careful with love.
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Rebuild. Restore
Verse 1
I turn my face to the stars,
But for some reason, It's still dark.
I'm drawn to her flame like a mesmerized moth,
But despite that bright beacon I am still lost.
I'm constantly fighting,
But for what cause?
I've started,
But I feel like I've already lost.
She whispers in my ear," everything
will be alright."
But how does that explain the tears that spill in the night?
It's been years, decades even since I held her tight.
So it seems winter is the season that comes the most.
I feel like a host to an evil parasite,
It's draining everything from me,
And I fear it will take my life.
Not that it matters,
She wouldn't notice if I was gone.
Like the passing of a rain storm.
The thunder and lightning you can't see as it goes on.
Because it raging deep inside of my tortured heart.
Course
She doesn't know what she wants,
I don't know how to start,
We can't figure out if this love will ever burn.
Like it did before
Time destroyed the door.
So now we have to rebuild,
And hopefully restore.
Verse2
Now she wants to sew me back up.
But the thought makes me want to throw up.
It's not because she is nasty or revolting.
It's just that I get so excited it's disgusting.
Never lusting for her body, but her mind.
Though her lips are so enticing when they connect with mine.
The finest wine.
Mini explosions go off in my chest,
This feelings the best,
Though it's stealing all of my breath.
Leaving me dry in the blazing summer sun,
And though I run,
There is no hiding from the rays,
Yes they stung.
....to be cont..
I turn my face to the stars,
But for some reason, It's still dark.
I'm drawn to her flame like a mesmerized moth,
But despite that bright beacon I am still lost.
I'm constantly fighting,
But for what cause?
I've started,
But I feel like I've already lost.
She whispers in my ear," everything
will be alright."
But how does that explain the tears that spill in the night?
It's been years, decades even since I held her tight.
So it seems winter is the season that comes the most.
I feel like a host to an evil parasite,
It's draining everything from me,
And I fear it will take my life.
Not that it matters,
She wouldn't notice if I was gone.
Like the passing of a rain storm.
The thunder and lightning you can't see as it goes on.
Because it raging deep inside of my tortured heart.
Course
She doesn't know what she wants,
I don't know how to start,
We can't figure out if this love will ever burn.
Like it did before
Time destroyed the door.
So now we have to rebuild,
And hopefully restore.
Verse2
Now she wants to sew me back up.
But the thought makes me want to throw up.
It's not because she is nasty or revolting.
It's just that I get so excited it's disgusting.
Never lusting for her body, but her mind.
Though her lips are so enticing when they connect with mine.
The finest wine.
Mini explosions go off in my chest,
This feelings the best,
Though it's stealing all of my breath.
Leaving me dry in the blazing summer sun,
And though I run,
There is no hiding from the rays,
Yes they stung.
....to be cont..
Sunday, March 11, 2012
wondering
We ask questions to the the things that dont have answers. We attempt to fix things that are beyond our ability. One day cruelty and sadness will vanish, and we will no longer have to wonder...
Why.
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Thursday, March 8, 2012
Religion (personal experience)
I have come to realize that despite the fact that Wicca is becoming more accepted in the united states, it is still frowned upon, and challenged by many people. In a way I understand this. When you are born and raised around one thing or idea, you become "brainwashed" in a way, and it becomes hard to break away from it. I personally try to make sure that I stay open minded about everything and challenge thing in a positive light. This is actually how I found Wicca. It allows me to expand my mind and build on my moral beliefs.
I have received the mot negative feedback from catholics. though I highly respect the religion, I must admit that they are quite harsh on other religions, especially paganism. I still keep an open mind about their arguments, but I have chosen to keep my faith in Wicca.
For those of you who are not sure what Wicca is, I will give a brief description. Wicca is a pagan religion centered around nature, and a goddess. It incorporates witchcraft, and can be extremely spiritual. The thing that sets wiccans apart from other witches, and the thing that is most brought up the most, is that wiccans do not curse anyone or thing. In fact, that is like a golden rule in Wicca, "an it harm none, do what ye will". It does not matter if someone wrongs you in some horrific way, cursing is strictly forbidden. Though it can be tempting, one has to keep their faith, just like any other religion. Once that line is crossed, you can not claim Wicca as your religion. I look at it this way. Everything comes back to me times three. (the three fold law) Its the way wiccans see Carma. why would I want to harm someone knowing that something will happen to me at some point. Not only will that negative energy come back to me, it will be three times worst. I rather not.
So whatever your religion is, try to keep an open mind. Don't shun someone because they choose to put their faith somewhere else. It may be a challenge, but it is just another path in your spiritual journey.
Merry met.
I have received the mot negative feedback from catholics. though I highly respect the religion, I must admit that they are quite harsh on other religions, especially paganism. I still keep an open mind about their arguments, but I have chosen to keep my faith in Wicca.
For those of you who are not sure what Wicca is, I will give a brief description. Wicca is a pagan religion centered around nature, and a goddess. It incorporates witchcraft, and can be extremely spiritual. The thing that sets wiccans apart from other witches, and the thing that is most brought up the most, is that wiccans do not curse anyone or thing. In fact, that is like a golden rule in Wicca, "an it harm none, do what ye will". It does not matter if someone wrongs you in some horrific way, cursing is strictly forbidden. Though it can be tempting, one has to keep their faith, just like any other religion. Once that line is crossed, you can not claim Wicca as your religion. I look at it this way. Everything comes back to me times three. (the three fold law) Its the way wiccans see Carma. why would I want to harm someone knowing that something will happen to me at some point. Not only will that negative energy come back to me, it will be three times worst. I rather not.
So whatever your religion is, try to keep an open mind. Don't shun someone because they choose to put their faith somewhere else. It may be a challenge, but it is just another path in your spiritual journey.
Merry met.
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